I'm So Excited!

I am so excited...and I just can't hide it! Lol, that was kind of wack, but I remember that song if nobody else does and it's the perfect song for how I'm feeling and why. My financial aid finally came through and paid off my meal plan for the semester so I ain't gotta worry about them tellin' me I can't eat 'cause I ain't paid my dues. That would have been a real pain. Then I get what's called a refund check and it has come right on time! Remember my outrageous phone bill? Well, I ain't gotta worry bout that no mo' 'cause my refund check as of now is currently $458.51. I usually don't do that and tell my business like that but, I'm so excited....and I just can't hide it!!! LOL! Moving on...

I'm going to just go ahead and apologize to any Greeks that happen to visit my page, but I am so disappointed in my friend that crossed. I mean I'm happy and I respect her organization as a whole, but just because she got those dang letters, her whole personality has changed. I felt as if we were getting somewhat close, but hell, you ain't gon' catch me tryin' to keep a friend that ain't tryin' to be kept. I ain't gon' be running behind someone that got they head so far up they big behind, that they can't see straight. Now, I ain't hatin' on the girl, 'cause I was truly happy for her. Even when people told me, 'Oh, they done gave the wrong girl them letters. Now her head's gon' be even bigger!" And I defended her butt when they said that and now she is acting different. Now, I understand you know once you get to be apart of something like that you begin to self-improve and begin to uphold the morals and values of that group, but at the same time, with anything you join, you gotta stay true to yourself and to the friends you had before you crossed. I don't want to say too much though, so moving on... (Despite that, I am thinking about going Greek....I just don't know what).

Anybody and everybody that knows me knows that I am a Cosmo girl. I am obsessed with reading freakin' Cosmopolitan! Well anyway, I was skimming through one of my old magazines when I came across this article called, "Wild Sex Questions We're Asked." And one of the questions listed was:

"Recently, my boyfriend told me that when he masturbates, he likes to

swallow his ejaculate. I tried to pretend I wasn't weirded out by his confession, but now he always makes jokes about how much he likes tasting himself. I'm afraid he won't ever confide in me again if I tell him I wish he wouldn't bring it up. Should I be freaking out or not?"

My answer would have been: HELL YEAH! She shouldn't even have had to ask this question. If my boyfriend had told me that he liked swallowing his darn cum (sorry, I know that's a dirty word, but I gotta stay real) it would a RED FLAG! I'd be wonderin' if this dude is gay and who else's ejaculate he likes to swallow. HELL NAW! That couldn't have been no black woman. Not to be discriminating, but no black woman woulda been questionin' whether she should be mad. She would feel like she got every damn right to be mad and then kick his cum-swallowing butt to the curb. That's too much for me! What y'all think?

Well, that's all....catch up with ya later...